Between Your Mania and My Depression｜The Manic You and the Melancholic Me

“Which one is the real me…?”

When "Utsumi" meets "Utsumi"—
two sides of the same girl begin to blend,
shaping what may become... a "wonderful girl."

A romantic, yandere, horror visual novel adventure
that dives deep into the boundaries of love, guilt, and identity.

■ Story

Shoutarou Takamine is an ordinary young man with an extraordinary obsession: idols.
Now a working adult, he lives a quiet life with his girlfriend, Utsumi Kumozora—a woman struggling with depression.

But one fateful argument sparked by jealousy leads to a moment that shatters everything.

“If you’re going to leave me, I’ll just die!”

With a knife pressed against her neck, Utsumi makes a desperate plea.
But Shoutarou walks away—and she follows through with her final, tragic promise.

Years later, Shoutarou is working at a talent agency when he meets a cheerful, energetic idol named Utsumi Harusora…
a girl who looks and sounds exactly like his lost love.

Why does she know about Utsumi’s death?
Why did she approach him?
And who… or what… is she, really?

As memories resurface and truths unravel, Shoutarou is forced to face a past he tried to bury—
and the mystery behind the woman who calls herself "Utsumi."

■ Features

🩸 Genre: Romantic Yandere Horror Visual Novel / Psychological Suspense
🩸 Playtime: Approx. 3–5 hours (Multiple Endings & Branching Paths)
🩸 Endings: 3 Total Routes, including a True Ending
🩸 Gameplay:

Text-based narrative with player choices
Unlockable routes based on decisions
Includes Save/Load, Auto-Read, Skip, Backlog functions
🩸 Voice Acting: Fully voiced (except protagonist)
🩸 Music: Original theme & ending songs, composed exclusively for this title

■ Characters

Utsumi Kumozora (Voiced by: Mitaka Rin)
Shoutarou’s late girlfriend. Quiet, withdrawn, and deeply dependent. Her suicide becomes the catalyst for the story.
Utsumi Harusora (Voiced by: Mitaka Rin)
A bubbly idol with a smile that hides something darker. She looks just like Kumozora… but who is she?
Shino (Voiced by: Miyuki Yua)
Utsumi's calm and collected manager, always observing from the shadows.
Yukimaru Yukishiro (Voiced by: Yūri Sano)
Shoutarou’s co-worker, pragmatic and emotionally distant.
Shiorin (Voiced by: ???)
A mysterious figure whose identity is gradually revealed throughout the story.

■ Original Soundtrack

🎵 Opening Theme
“Pinky Promise, Break It and I’ll Kill You”
Vocals: Mitaka Rin｜Composer: TAKASUKE｜Lyrics: Nekofuji Kaoru

🎵 Ending Theme
“Blooming Blue!”
Vocals: Miyuki Yua｜Composer: TAKASUKE｜Lyrics: Nekofuji Kaoru

■ About the Team

Planning / Scenario / Character Design / System: Nekofuji Kaoru
Music: TAKASUKE
Production & Publishing: Studio Calon (すたじおかろん)

Note: Some background art was assisted by AI generation tools.

⚠️ Content Warning

This game contains depictions of suicide, mental illness, stalking, emotional abuse, and other sensitive topics.
Player discretion is advised.

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